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*yawn*

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 29, 2008, 7:24 AM
Hi~

Yay..
I visited Venice and Florence, spent a lot of money, saw a lot of Asians (damn the´re everywhere xD - It´s not like I´m complaining 8D ), I enjoyed the trip, didn´t sleep at all, got sunburnt and saw things that made me lost my jaw. In other words, pretty experience.
I have to go there once more.
Definitely.
^^

Well, summer vacation´s started, it looks like I´ll be sick again -.-" , and I caaan´t have a day off..
I have to write a to do list somewhere, otherwise I´ll drown in the work..

To do list:


:bulletblue:Mao [Sadie]( pencil portrait - A3 )- 30% complete
:bulletblue:another silly comic ( mixed media, two A4 ) - 25% complete
:bulletblue:5 chibies -Shinya [Dir en Grey], Uruha; Reita [the Gazette], Mako [Deadman], Karyu [D´espairs Ray] (ink, watercolor, A5) - 0%
:bulletblue: own artwork - 0%
:bulletblue: 20 arts- homework from school (10 figures, 10 from nature) - 0%
:bulletblue: Hiroto [Alice 9] (art trade, pencil portrait, A4 ) - 0%
:bulletblue: textile doll
:bulletblue: small model of guitar
:bulletblue: I should finish my cosplay
:bulletblue: I wonder if I forgot something...


*yaaaaawn*

baibai~

  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: La:Sadie´s - Lu Ciel
  • Reading: personal questionaire for summer job
  • Playing: the bass
  • Drinking: hectolitres of water

Venice + time restrictions

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 8, 2008, 3:17 PM
Hi~

On 19. - 22. 6. I´m going to visit Venice with school trip... someone there to meet? XD
Just kidding. Does anybody know some nice stuff to get from there as presents? ^^;
...I mean.. I just won´t be able to be active weekly as I usually do during weekends, when I´m home... *blah blah*

<warning, I´m going to complain>

Damn... the most difficult week in this school year is coming, and I seem to lack time..somehow. That´s bad.
I just got some ideas for new pictures (this pretty surprised me, because it´s just poped out in my head almost from nowhere. But I hope you do like my own artworks too, not only the portraits.. )
I want to draw so badly.. but have no time at all
aargh damn.
I want to draw it now.
Later it will be too late..

Plus my beloved brother is really getting on my nerves.
I come home just for not whole two days, but he seem to be really bothered.
Nice to know, I´m not welcome at home anymore. -.-"

I need a quarantine...

I have to get up early at the morning to travel.. again. Damn trains.. So annoying.
And have NO TIME at all, for things I´d like to do.
aargh damn.
What the hell I´m still doing here...I have to get up in 4 hours! >.o

<bitching off>

Good night.


:bulletblue:Be sure to check out these two presents I got from my classmate xD
[link]
[link]
...well, he seem to know me, and to be afraid xD
Thanks bro xD
Just for me~
>3

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Juno Reactor vs. Don Davis - Navras
  • Reading: Fool´s mate 1/08
  • Playing: the bass
  • Eating: lips
  • Drinking: my blood

365

Journal Entry: Sat May 24, 2008, 4:30 PM
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Listening to: Deathgaze - love song
  • Reading: fanfiction
  • Watching: DeG . in weal or woe
  • Playing: the bass
Hi~
*annoying*

I just found out, today it´s been a year since I´ve joined dA.
:3
yay~
I seem to have an aniversary. :3
haha
Thank for all your support, I really like this site~ :heart:

Have a nice day~ ^^

another annoying devious journal entry

Journal Entry: Sun May 11, 2008, 4:30 AM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Merii - Sayonara rain
  • Reading: lymphatic system - wikipedia
  • Eating: painkillers
  • Drinking: hot tea
Hi, guys, it´s me, bothering you again~

I just wanted to inform you, I´m going to be inactive for some time, I´m sick again.
I´ll try to get back as soon as possible.
Tomorrow I´m going to pay a visit to the doctor, and find out what´s wrong again.
The lymph node on my neck is swollen again. *nervous* ><

So, have a nice day and don´t spam me too much, I beg you... ;o;
:XD:

tag1 edit +tag2

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 8:29 AM
  • Mood: Dazed
  • Listening to: classmates and professor
Hello~

hey guys, slow down with those tags xD two at the same time..
´kay so here´s the first one...

tagged by :iconnirako:

RULES
#1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterwards.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
Of course! U doubting me or what? HA?! XD lol
2. Tall?
And now you´re picking me! Great! :paranoid:
No, I´m short xD damn short. I don´t mind :P

3. In your pajamas?
Not yet. *yawn*

4. Left handed?
O.o tried it .. funny xD no, righthanded

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
Real friend? .. Shinju-chan at platform when I was leaving.. we had a great time this extended weekend >3... :iconarathya:

2. Talked to on the phone:
eeerm, let me think... O.o;.. yesh, mum, whoever else oO;;

3. Person to text you:
Shin-chan is spamming me right now. xD


4. Was today better than yesterday?
I guess.. I was able to get some sleep, so yes.


FAVORITES:

1. Number:
21 .. is pursuing me whole life together with 4

2. Color(s):
black, white... I know, original .. also sliver shiny things are great *w* xDD

3. Fruit:
pineapple, kiwi... lemon .. etc

4. Places:
my room at home *.*
and my town ^^


QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: turned on the cellphone, got the glasses from wherever the hell they were and took a shower, brr

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: right now? Yesh, a roommate. *murderous intent*

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Aeerm... does the concert counts? XD
let´s see... Jiisatsu saakuru, I guess.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: dorm fridge -.-““

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: no, depends on who´s accompanying me

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: unfortunately yes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: depends on person :P


Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: HOOMEE~! Finally! ~o~

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: I remember exactly... it was..in october last year? When a doctor told me to remove my lip ring.
Bleeah xD But I got it back, so who cares. *nod*

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: uwaa sleeep ...aaawwww beeeed.. ngyawww my beeeed... ushgwfdhbfegw MY beeeeddrrwdaaaanghzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ~
[I´ve slept two hours the day before, that´s it.]

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: my? Sucks, damn average :/ 6? .. it could be worse

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: DAMN roommate´s whining to cellphone.. having problems with her boy or WHAT THE HELL DAMN SHUT UP ALREADY

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A:finally no

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: o.0 .. April?

Q: What did you do last night?
A: I was sleeeeping xD sweet and warm in my bed at home *w*

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
yeah my bed -.- oh a person. No.

2. Are you happy?:
I´m not.

3. Are you sad?:
Not at all.

4. Are you bored?:
Somewhat.

6. Are you nervous?:
YEAH! *kicks some random surrounding*

8. Are you tired?:
yeah...

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Simone

002. Nick names?
NakaAyu, or just Naka or Ayu.. and Yoko sometimes

003. Eye color?
Grayish green with brown and hazel = almost yellow. Pick one. xD
.
005. Male or female?
Still female I guess...[*pokes Shin*.. stop calling me bishie, I really doubt my gender then! XD]

[Insert the missing-for-who-knows-what-reason 006 through 007] ….. huh?

008. Slut?
Yeah of course, what do you think? Nope, omg.

009. Smart?
Smart ass, that´s obvious.


010. Hair color?
You mean righ now?
Well... yellow, I can say. XD Blonde with crimsonbrown parts


011. Long or short?
Shoort. I got a haircut like Reita had.


013. Sweats or Jeans?
O.o U´r a bit curious, aren´t you? Jeans. Tight and black. >D


014. Phone or Camera?
Phone. More usefull.

016. Drink or Smoke?
Neither.
Or... just mixed drinks are fun xD Especially those with funny names like..“blowjob“ and so xDD


020. Tattoos?
Not yet

021. Righty or lefty?

Huh? O.o

FIRSTS:

024. First best friend?
I don´t have a „best“ friends

025. first crush?
*scratches head* dunno. Really..

027. First pet?
Seberian malamut, named Dickens.

028. First big vacation?
Huh... Croatia? Or Poland. I don´t remember.


CURRENTLY:

049. Eating?
*stomach skakes* ..no


050. Drinking?
*takes a look on a bottle of water on the table* … not at all.


052. I'm about to:
Kill the roommate, or drop this laptop out of window. I forgot an adapter at home and the battery is low! Oh noes!

053. Listening to?
Roommates whining, as I said. But I can let play something... Thanks, a good idea. Hmm, The Gazette – Miseinen will be good..^^


054. Plans for today?
Throw myself at bed. xD [23:12]

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

070. Shorter or taller?
Shorter than me? XD Are you serious? That would be weiiiird~ XD *rofl* .. taller xD

072. Romantic or spontaneous?
I don´t care...


074. Sensitive or loud?
What´s worse? XD

075. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship. But this really isn´t my problem now..

HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Drank bubbles?
?

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
Sat/jump/stood/anything what gets on your mind on glasses.. didn´t lose :D

081. Ran away from home?
yesh

084. Broken someone's heart?
How am I supposed to know this?
I doubt.
No.

085. Been arrested?
Of course xD By teachers while doing naughty things 8D

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Miracles?
I hope for them...


092. Heaven?
I doubt it.


093. Santa Claus?
You got me. XDDD Nooo, I hate him ><


094. Love?
No.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Do you like someone?
No. I don´t like people.

099. Do you believe in God?
I don´t bother myself with such a question, really.

100. Answered the truth on all questions:
YESH, and now my notebook is going to shutdown every moment... And I´m going to post this tomorrow so it´d be already not actual but I don´t care. 8D

.... ´kay finished xD and then the notebook shutted down xD

I tag... whoever wants to do this? XD
Or.. someone who is lazy enough and needs some new activity xD
like..
..Shin turned me down immediately.. soo..

:iconmiwa-arashi:
:iconarathya:
:icondespairkiki:
:iconcorciliena:
:iconrehnii:

>3

sooo~ second tag

tagged by :iconrehnii:

Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Underline all that apply (including bold letters)
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months
- Tag 3 people from your friends list.

<.<...
...>.>
so my birthday is no moar secret
>.<

S.e.p.t.e.m.b.e.r.

Suave and compromising.
Careful, cautious and organized.
Likes to point out people's mistakes. not at all, but sometimes..
Likes to criticize.
Stubborn.
Quiet but able to talk well.
Calm and cool. calm yes, cool.. I can´t tell by myself D:
Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest. .. bleah
Does work well.
Very confident.
Sensitive.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable. .. but I found myself really stupid lately.
Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing.
Able to motivate oneself.
Understanding.
Fun to be around.
Secretive.
Loves leisure and traveling.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Very choosy, especially in relationships.
Systematic.


I tag... :icongetrik::iconxxjohnnnyxx::iconmikahazuki:
^^

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JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention.Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled.Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing.Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings.Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally.Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally.Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked.Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Is able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.